Also the constant question, do I visualize transformation at the hospital or at home and in the car. This story is a great affirmation that I can arrive complete and ready to breath this beautiful baby right on out as soon as I get to the hospital.

And lastly, I sometimes regret that I allowed myself to get so out of hypnosis with my last birth and started some serious pushing, I had so wanted a peaceful breathing out. Well out came baby with a tug from the doc a huge push from me and big tear, only to find the cord twice around her neck and a true knot. Yet despite knowing that I still somehow can’t accept that that was what had to happen in my birthing time to get her out safely. This story reminds me that, yup, there was in fact a good reason to push and pull my precious little baby out.